Gender dissapointment

If there is anything that takes the wind out of a unexpected pregnancy is 'Gender' disappointment.First it was not getting pregnant at all and then it comes on you and you see the same gender again and holy cow you want to run in the opposite direction of life.Well thats life for me as of now. Take it or just forget it.

Then I started to google about it and came across so many people who went through the same thing and it is as big as post partum depression.Hope I find help and move on with life.