I just now saw an old picture of mine taken around 9 years ago at the campus of D office.And I looked so thoughtful...which is kind of strange since I had a job,I had work( though times were tough) at that time due to recession and the picture reflected all of those things.After 9 years here I am without a a full time job for the past 4 years, expecting my second kid in couple of weeks and I look almost the same, somber , thoughtful and very normal old self.Wonder if life is attitude or just your ability to hide what is going on in life and give a cheerful impression.