Scared about everything under the sun.
Of the flying time.
Of the grey hair that might come one day.
Of the finished 20's.
Of the coming 30's.
Of the postponed goals.
Is there some thing else in the future to experience.
Of the post card like memories.
Of the fights i had with dad.
Forever and ever missing them.
Missing some thing.
that 's me. fear .
fear of something i cannot define.
Maybe its that time of the year or maybe its just fear.